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My Personal Ayahuasca Experiences: Days 3,4,5

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Hologram-Alex-Grey-2Day 3 Ayahuasca Nov 13, 2013

So, yesterday morning we did the tobacco purge. This was absolutely amazing! Of course it was disgusting beyond belief, but it was definitely worth it! I purged out a lot of mucous and foam, and I felt incredible afterwards! We were encouraged to jump in the pond immediately afterwards, so I did just that, let me tell you, it was effing freezing! (Mind you, it is a glacier filled pond.) What a great way to shock the system after the purge, while in the lake I could not even breather but I just tried to swim around for about 20 seconds. It was definitely worth it though because I felt so amazing afterwards and was very happy to have contributed in both of those activities that morning.  The whole process made me feel even more ready for the ceremony. After lunch I went to have a consultation with the Shaman. Right away almost before I even sat down he told me that I had been carrying some dark entities for quite sometime. I thought this was absolutely amazing because I have known about this for quite some time and it was cool that he had picked up on this so easily and confirmed it for me. He told me that these dark beings had been holding back my experiences out of fear of being let go during the first two sessions. He then did some energy work on me to loosen up the energies and told me to ask Mother Ayahuasca to help me to clear and release these entities. So, after that I was feeling very afraid of having to face these beings. To be honest, I was actually terrified of it! At one point I even almost cried. By the time the ceremony was getting closer I was feeling much better and actually excited to finally get rid of this darkness that I had been holding onto for at least a few years. Come ceremony time I was feeling quite short of breath, which was probably because of the fire breathing that we had been doing before during yoga. This made me feel a bit nervous again. Anyways, after I had drunk I began to welcome the experience. Quite a bit of time had passed and I hadn’t experienced much yet except for seeing quite a bit of dark energy around the room. I could feel that some of it was definitely coming from me. So, still not feeling much, I was just waiting to see if the Shaman was going to ask if anyone wanted a second dose. When he did ask I was the only one to get up and drink again. Maybe 20-30 minutes later it began to kick in and I was feeling quite drunk, as they call it. I wasn’t seeing much, but I was feeling a lot of energy within myself. I was very nauseous and couldn’t sit still at all. I was battling something within for sure. I really had to throw up, but I was trying to hold in the Ayahuasca as long as I could because I had just taken that second dose. Finally, I decided to let it all go. As I started purging I realized that this vomit was quite different from my previous purges, it was much thicker and it burned more, it was very resistant to come out and it was quite the struggle. With each heave, my head was shaking violently back and forth. At that point I realized that I was purging out the demons or dark entities and I really let it all go. After I was finally done I laid back and felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders and I immediately felt lighter, I felt free. After that I really wanted to confirm with the Shaman whether or not the beings were really gone, but I was told by one of the facilitators that I should not bring attention to it. She felt as though they were gone, and if I felt as though they were gone that was good enough. I should not put any energy towards them at all, in general.

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Day 4 Ayahuasca November 15, 2013

This night was by far the most intense Ayahuasca experience so far. My intention was to have my pineal gland unblocked and for Mama Aya to take me for a ride, she did. It started out slow as usual, but then I began to feel really drunk. I started to see visions. It started out as colorful mandalas and pretty images and then all of the sudden my friend Monty and I were sitting in a small yellow room having a nice playful conversation, out of nowhere I said “hey we are not sitting here talking right now we are lying on our mats drunk on ayahuasca!” And he said, “Oh hey! You’re right, wow!” And then poof! The image shattered. After that I continued to be really, really drunk, but I can’t remember many more details about what I saw. I may have even fallen asleep for a bit. It seemed like no time had passed and the Shaman was already going around and singing his Icaros for each person, by the time he got to me I was so happy to see him, I was feeling tremendous amounts of love for him and everyone else in the room. I smiled up at him the whole time he was doing his thing. Right before this though, I purged and felt like I had directly cleared the blockages residing near my pineal gland. After the purge, I felt very peaceful. When the ceremony came to an end, I as well as the rest of the people in the yurt, were still feeling the effects of the ayahuasca. The facilitators poured the tea and everyone just lay there and continued the experience. At that time I began to feel a huge surge of sexual energy coursing through my whole body. This was really intense and went on for about an hour, to be honest I was feeling extremely aroused the whole time and it felt great.  During the group session I asked Rob what this meant and he said that maybe the reason that I was feeling so sexually charged was because I may have been letting go of old blockages and past sexual experiences. This was awesome to hear because I was definitely carrying some of that. I was amazing that the ayahuasca knew that this was something that I needed to let go of, without even having me set it as an intention. Also, my friend Monty told me that he kept seeing me as a Valkyrie and then Rob said that at first he was seeing me as an enigma and then he was seeing me as a Valkyrie too. Cool! Maybe I was one in a past life.

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Day 5 Ayahuasca November 16, 2013

So this was the last Ayahuasca ceremony of the retreat, considering that the previous ceremony had been somewhat intense I guess again, I did have some pretty high expectations for this one. My intentions were for the medicine to show me self love, and also anything else that needed to be dealt with that I wasn’t seeing. The Shaman poured me a glass that was about three quarters full and I put my intentions into the cup, chugged it back and went back to the mat and waited. Over an hour had passed and I wasn’t feeling anything energetically or seeing anything visually. Soon after that a strong sense of knowing came over me that this was one of my lessons: You do not need anything external to help you find self love or peace in your life. I knew this already, but this feeling that I got definitely confirmed this and made me feel a bit more relaxed during the rest of the ceremony. A little while later Alex asked if anyone would like a second cup. I was thinking about going up, but then I decided not to bother, as I knew that it would make me feel quite sick. Right after that, I started to feel pretty nauseous and I began to have a vision. There was a whole bunch of beautiful Native American warrior type women on horses. They appeared to be trapped in a valley with a huge gate that was preventing them from getting out. Then all of the sudden the women began charging on their horses towards the gate at full speed. As I was seeing this I began to feel vomit creeping its way up. As soon as the women reached the gate it flung wide open and the women were released to run free. At the exact moment that the gate flung open I purged. It was as if me purging was what released the women. For a while I was trying to analyze and make sense of this vision. What came to me may sound a bit corny, but it is what resonates the most.  I was releasing my inner goddess and femininity; letting it go instead of repressing it. Coming to that realization was pretty awesome and I felt proud of myself. For the rest of the night as I lay on my mat, I was basically receiving a huge ego boost from either my higher self or my guides, except my ego wasn’t getting engaged at all, actually it seemed to be gone for the time being. I was hearing compliment after compliment after compliment. Each was saying how I am worthy, I am beautiful and in general people really do like me. I was receiving confirmation against every self doubt I have ever had, It’s OK that I can be quiet sometimes, that is just a part of who I am etc.… etc.… I guess this directly relates to my intention to feel self-love.

 

And that wraps up my 5 ceremonies with Mother Ayahuasca, and what an incredible journey it was.

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Vancouver Council Votes Against Mandatory Mask Mandate: They’re Not Required

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  • The Facts:

    Vancouver, Canada will not have a required mask policy in civic facilities, and instead will simply recommend that people wear them.

  • Reflect On:

    Should governments recommend what they feel we should do and present the science instead of forcing certain measures on the population that many people and health professionals clearly disagree with?

What Happened: The city of Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada will not mandate masks inside city buildings and will “strongly encourage” people to wear them instead. This is a bold move as many cities across the globe have mandatory mask measures in place.

The proposal by Counc. Sarah Kirby-Yung, which would have required masks inside city buildings, was opposed by more than a dozen speakers who pleaded with the city council to vote against it.

“Please consider our forefathers fought for our freedom, and if we release that choice, it’s the first step towards a dictatorship,” said one speaker according to City News. “Masks are used as weapons and they have certainly been used as weapons against me and others to silence and marginalize us and it’s not fair.”

According to Coun. Christine Boyle, public health experts encourage wearing masks, but a mandatory policy is not needed.

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Positive Association Found Amongst COVID Deaths & Flu Shot Rates Worldwide In Elderly

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  • The Facts:

    A recently published paper has found a positive association between COVID-19 deaths and influenza vaccination rates in elderly people worldwide.

  • Reflect On:

    Why does vaccine hesitancy continue to grow worldwide? What's going on? What information/factors are contributing to this hesitancy?

What Happened: A recently published study in PeerJ  by Christian Wehenkel, a Professor at Universidad Juárez del Estado de Durango in Mexico, has found a positive association between COVID-19 deaths and influenza vaccination rates in elderly people worldwide.

According to the study, “The results showed a positive association between COVID-19 deaths and IVR (influenza vaccination rate) of people ≥65 years-old. There is a significant increase in COVID-19 deaths from eastern to western regions in the world. Further exploration is needed to explain these findings, and additional work on this line of research may lead to prevention of deaths associated with COVID-19.”

To determine this association, data sets from 39 countries with more than half a million people were analyzed.

The study was published on October 1st, and two weeks later a note from the publisher appeared atop the paper emphasizing that correlation does not equal causation, and that this paper “should not be taken to suggest that receiving the influenza vaccination results in an increased risk of death for an individual with COVID-19 as there may be confounding factors at play.”

The paper provides evidence from others which have recently been published that ponder if the flu shot could increase ones chance of contracting and dying from COVID-19.

For example, this study published in April of 2020, reported a negative correlation between influenza vaccination rates (IVRs) and COVID-19 related mortality and morbidity. Marín-Hernández, Schwartz & Nixon (2020) also showed epidemiological evidence of an association between higher influenza vaccine uptake by elderly people and lower percentage of COVID-19 deaths in Italy, which directly contradicts the author’s own findings and suggests that the flu shot may help prevent COVID-19 related deaths.

He goes on to mention another study:

In a study analyzing 92,664 clinically and molecularly confirmed COVID-19 cases in Brazil, Fink et al. (2020) reported that patients who received a recent flu vaccine experienced on average 17% lower odds of death. Moreover, Pawlowski et al. (2020) analyzed the immunization records of 137,037 individuals who tested positive in a SARS-CoV-2 PCR. They found that polio, Hemophilus influenzae type-B, measles-mumps-rubella, varicella, pneumococcal conjugate (PCV13), geriatric flu, and hepatitis A/hepatitis B (HepA-HepB) vaccines, which had been administered in the past 1, 2, and 5 years, were associated with decreased SARS-CoV-2 infection rates.

So, its important to mention that correlations between the flu vaccine have also found that it may decrease ones chance of deaths from COVID-19.

But are there studies that have shown an increased chance of death or contracting other respiratory viruses as a result of getting the flu shot? Yes.

That’s also discussed in the paper. For example, he mentions a paper published in 2018:

In a study with 6,120 subjects, Wolff (2020) reported that influenza vaccination was significantly associated with a higher risk of some other respiratory diseases, due to virus interference. In a specific examination of non-influenza viruses, the odds of coronavirus infection (but not the COVID-19 virus) in vaccinated individuals were significantly higher, when compared to unvaccinated individuals (odds ratio = 1.36).

The study above found the flu shot to increase the risk of other coronaviruses among those who had been vaccinated for influenza by 36 percent. The study was conducted prior to COVID-19, so it’s not included and only applies to pre-existing coronaviruses. The study also found an even higher chance of contracting human metapneumovirus amongst those who had received the flu shot.

Below are some more studies regarding the flu shot and viral infections that hint to the same idea.

  • 2018 CDC study (Rikin et al 2018) found that flu shots increase the risk of non-flu acute respiratory illnesses (ARIs), including coronavirus, in children.
  • A 2011 Australian study (Kelly et al 2011) found that flu shots doubled the risk for non-flu viral lung infections.
  • 2012 Hong Kong study (Cowling et al 2012) found that flu shots increase the risk for non-flu respiratory infections by 4.4 times.
  • 2017 study (Mawson et al 2017) found vaccinated children were 5.9 times more likely to suffer pneumonia than their unvaccinated peers.

Why This Is Important: We live in an age where vaccinations are heavily marketed. We’ve seen this with the flu shot time and time again and we are also living in an age where a push for more mandated vaccines seems to be growing.

Dr. Peter Doshi is an associate editor at The BMJ (British Medical Journal) and also an assistant professor of pharmaceutical health services research at the University of Maryland School of Pharmacy. He published a paper in The BMJ titled “Influenza: Marketing Vaccines By Marketing Disease.”  In it,  he points out that the CDC pledges “to base all public health decisions on the highest quality of scientific data, openly and objectively derived,” and how this isn’t the case when it comes to the flu vaccine and its marketing. He stresses that “the vaccine may be less beneficial and less safe than has been claimed, and that “the threat of influenza seems to be overstated.”

This is a touchy subject that dives into medical ethics and the connections that big pharmaceutical companies have with our federal health regulatory agencies and health associations. Vaccines are a multi billion dollar industry.

At a recent World Health Organization conference on vaccine safety, it was expressed that vaccine hesitancy is growing at quite a fast pace, especially among doctors who are now becoming hesitant to recommend certain vaccines on the schedule. You can read more about that and find links to the conference here.

We have to ask ourselves, why is this happening? Is it because people and professionals are becoming aware of certain information that warrants the freedom of choice? Should freedom of choice with regards to what we put in our body always remain? Are we really protecting the “herd” by taking these actions?

In a 2014 analysis in the Oregon Law Review by New York University (NYU) legal scholars Mary Holland and Chase E. Zachary (who also has a Princeton-conferred doctorate in chemistry), the authors show that 60 years of compulsory vaccine policies “have not attained herd immunity for any childhood disease.” It is time, they suggest, to cast aside coercion in favor of voluntary choice.

When it comes to the flu shot, I put more information and science as to why so many people seem to refuse it, in this article if interested.

The University of California is currently being sued for mandating the flu shot for all staff, faculty and students. A judge has prevented them from doing so as a result until a decision has been made. You can read more about that here.

In South Korea, 48 people have now died after receiving the flu shot this season causing a lot of controversy. You can read more about that here.

The Takeaway: There are many concerns with vaccines, and vaccine injury is one of them. The National Childhood Vaccine Injury Act has paid more than $4 billion to families of vaccine injured children. A 2010 HHS pilot study by the Federal Agency for Health Care Research (AHCR) found that 1 in every 39 vaccines causes injury, a shocking comparison to the claims from the CDC of 1 in every million.

Should these statistics alone warrant the freedom of choice? Should the government have the ability to force us into measures, or would it simply be better for them to present the science, make recommendations and urge people to follow them? When the citizenry is forced and coerced into certain actions, sometimes under the guise of good-will, there always seems to be a tremendous amount of uproar and people who disagree. Why are these people silenced? Why are they censored? Why are they ridiculed? Why don’t independent health organizations receive the same voice and reach that government and state “owned” or organizations do? What’s going on here? Do we really live in a free, open and transparent world or are we simply subjected to massive amounts of perception manipulation?

When it come to the flu shot there is plenty of information on both sides of the coin that point to its effectiveness, and on the other hand there is information that points to the complete opposite. When something is not 100 percent clear, freedom of choice in all places should always remain, in my opinion.

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Some South Korean Doctors & Politicians Call To Stop Flu Shots After 48 People Die

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    The number of South Koreans who have died after getting flu shots has risen to 48, but health authorities in South Korea have found no link between the vaccine and the deaths.

  • Reflect On:

    Is the flu shot as safe as it's marketed to be?

What Happened: It’s that time of year and flu shot programs are rolling out across the globe. The number of South Koreans who have died after getting the flu shot has now risen to 48 and some South Korean doctors and politicians have called to stop flu shots as a result, according to Reuters. The Korea Disease Control and Prevention Agency (KDCA) has decided not to stop the program, and that flu vaccines would continue to be given and will reduce the chance of having simultaneous epidemics in the era of COVID-19.

Health authorities in South Korea have explained that they’ve found no direct link between these deaths and the shots. KDCA Director Jeong Eun-kyung said, “After reviewing death cases so far, it is not the time to suspend a flu vaccination programme since vaccination is very crucial this year, considering…the COVID-19 outbreaks.”

According to Reuters, “Some initial autopsy results from the police and the National Forensic Service showed that 13 people died of cardiovascular, cerebrovascular and other disorders not caused by the vaccination.”

The South Korean government is hopeful to vaccinate approximately 30 million of the country’s 54 million people.

Concerns Some People Have With The Flu Shot: One concern many people seem to have is the worry of a severe adverse reaction.

Dr. Alvin Moss, MD and professor at the West Virginia University School of Medicine emphasizes in this video:

The flu vaccine happens to be the vaccine that causes the most injury in this country. The vaccine injury compensation program, 40 percent of all vaccinations in this country are flu shots, but 60 percent of all the compensations are for the flu vaccine. So a disproportionate number of  vaccine related injuries are the flu shot.

Moss is one of many who believe that the flu vaccine is not as effective as it’s been marketed to be. For example,  A study recently published in Global Advances In Health & Medicine titled “Ascorbate as Prophylaxis and Therapy for COVID-19—Update From Shanghai and U.S. Medical Institutions outlines the following:

Recently outlined A recent consensus statement from a group of renowned infectious disease clinicians observed that vaccine programs have proven ill-suited to the fast-changing viruses underlying these illnesses, with efficacy ranging from 19% to 54% in the past few years.

Dr. Peter Doshi is an associate editor at The BMJ (British Medical Journal)  published a paper in The BMJ titled “Influenza: Marketing Vaccines By Marketing Disease.”  In it,  he points out that the CDC pledges “to base all public health decisions on the highest quality of scientific data, openly and objectively derived,” and how this isn’t the case when it comes to the flu vaccine and its marketing. He stresses that “the vaccine may be less beneficial and less safe than has been claimed, and that “the threat of influenza seems to be overstated.”

These are just a few examples out of many claiming that the flu shot has not really been effective, opposing others that claim it is.  Mercury that’s still present in some flu shots also seems to be a concern.

The National Childhood Vaccine Injury Act has paid more than $4 billion to families of vaccine injured children. A 2010 HHS pilot study by the Federal Agency for Health Care Research (AHCR) found that 1 in every 39 vaccines causes injury, a shocking comparison to the claims from the CDC of 1 in every million.

Professor Heidi Larson, a Professor of Anthropology and the Risk and Decision Scientist Director at the Vaccine Confidence Project stated at a World Health Organization (WHO) conference that more doctors are starting to be hesitant when it comes to recommending vaccines.

The other thing that’s a trend, and an issue, is not just confidence in providers but confidence of health care providers, we have a very wobbly health professional frontline that is starting to question vaccines and the safety of vaccines. That’s a huge problem, because to this day any study I’ve seen… still, the most trusted person on any study I’ve seen globally is the health care provider…

This is no secret, and actions against mandates are being taken. The University of California was recently sued for making the flu shot mandatory. That trial will begin soon, and you can read more about it here, and find information regarding the claim that the flu shot can help in the times of COVID-19.

The Takeaway: We are living in an age of extreme censorship of information, no matter how credible or how much evidence is provided, information that goes against the grain always seems to receive a harsh backlash from mainstream media as well as social media outlets. Why is there a digital fact checker patrolling the internet? Should people not have the right to examine information openly and freely and determine for themselves what is and what isn’t?

As far as vaccines are concerned, despite the fact that there are many safety issues the scientific community  is bringing up, a push for vaccine mandates continues and the idea that we are protecting other people is usually the narrative that’s pushed hard. Vaccine skepticism is growing at a fast pace among people of all professions, and people aren’t stupid. There’s a reason why more and more people are starting to question what we’ve been told for years, and those reasons should be acknowledged and openly discussed amongst people on both sides of the coin.

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