Overcoming Elite Child Sex Slavery & Pedophilia

Thanks for being here.

This interview was originally released in 2018, a time when this subject was not all that well received, and there was a great deal of disbelief about this being a reality.

A lot has changed since then. This interview series has been viewed by millions of people over the years, and we believe it has greatly contributed to the rise in awareness about this subject matter and has helped the collective get to where it is today with this topic.

We'd like to thank Anneke for sharing her story, and all those who have helped make CE's work possible.

Peace & Keep Exploring,
Joe Martino, Founder, Collective Evolution

Note: if emotion (anger, sadness, grief etc.) arises while watching, and you are looking for some helpful tools to process these, please see some options at the bottom of the page.

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Processing Emotion Connected To The Series

Watching Anneke's story can stir up some intense emotions - anger and frustration, or grief and sadness. That's a natural response to this content. When you connect with the suffering of another or learn what goes on behind the closed doors of power, something deep inside wants to express. Your jaw may tighten, your gut churns, your mind might race, and/or your posture could drop in sadness.

Most of us have been taught to handle emotions in one of two ways: lash out, or push things down. Neither works truly express these feelings, and thus we can keep them trapped within us or get chronically stuck feeling them.

Here at CE, our founder Joe Martino focuses on Embodied Sensemaking. A way of attuning to the body and its experience in the process of sensemaking. Part of this practice is listening to emotions that arise and processing them so they do not cloud our lens of clarity nor become stuck in our body.

In the spirit of processing what is felt, below are a couple of ways to work with different things that might arise.

Anger/Frustration

Anger isn't the problem; it's just raw energy. It's your body's natural protective response saying this is not okay. The problem is that we've never been taught how to actually move that energy through us in a healthy way. Health means it; doesnt get stuck, and it isn't destructive.

If you find yourself fired up after watching the series, here are two simple practices you can try:

Let your body express it. Find a private space and sense into where you feel that anger in your body. As you connect to it, let your upper lip lift into a slight snarl - don't force it, just invite it. Let your eyes narrow. Let a sound come out of your throat without planning what it is. This might feel strange at first, but you're reconnecting with an instinctive physical expression that may have been suppressed your whole life. Your body knows how to do this - you just have to let it.

Channel it into your hands. Roll up a towel or jacket until it's about wrist-thickness. Find a private space and sense into the anger in your body. Grip the towel/jacket like bicycle handlebars, palms facing down, and squeeze and twist with everything you've got. Let all that frustration, all that anger, pour into your grip. Stay connected to the feeling of anger in your body. Combine it with the snarl and sound. Don't hold back - commit to it fully.

The key is feeling the energy underneath the emotion. Anger is just the surface. Beneath it is a powerful biological force that, when given a healthy channel, transforms into clarity, vitality, and drive. When it stays trapped, it festers into exactly the kind of pain and powerlessness that keeps cycles of abuse in place.

One important note: these practices can sometimes open the door to deeper feelings - grief, helplessness, sadness. That's normal. Make sure you're somewhere safe and private when you try them. If you're having a lot of trouble with this and feel you need support, email us at members@collective-evolution.com

The people who perpetuate the kind of horror Anneke describes are themselves trapped in unprocessed trauma, trying to control others because they have no real power within themselves. Reclaiming your own emotional energy - learning to feel it, move it, and transform it - is one of the most meaningful things you can do. Not just for yourself, but for the world around you.

Grief/Sadness

Sadness and grief canfeel like a heaviness in the chest, a lump in the throat, or a low that's hard to put into words. That's your body responding to the weight of what you've taken in. It's a natural response, and it deserves your attention. Emotions want to be heard, noticed and allowed to move like energy. It's when we resist them or push them down that we treat them in an unhealthy way.

But here's what's important: you don't need to dive into the deep end of that grief all at once. In fact, trying to force yourself to fully feel it before your body is ready can do more harm than good. The nervous system processes difficult emotions best when it's given room to move at its own pace - touching into the hard stuff, then coming back to safety, over and over, like a wave moving in and out.

Here's a simple practice you can try on your own.

Start by finding your ground. Sit somewhere comfortable and quiet. Feel the weight of your body in the chair or on the floor. Notice your feet touching the ground. Press them down gently and feel the surface pushing back. Take a moment to look around the room and name a few things you can see - just simple, ordinary things. A wall, a window, a cup. This isn't a distraction. You're giving your nervous system a home base to return to.

Find a calm place in your body. Before going anywhere near the grief, scan your body for a spot that feels okay right now. It might be your hands resting in your lap, warmth in your belly, or the steadiness of your back against the chair. It doesn't have to feel amazing - just neutral or settled. Spend some time there. Really feel into that spot. Let your attention rest in it. This is your anchor.

Now, gently touch into the grief. Don't go looking for the biggest wave. Just notice - is there a place in your body where you feel something heavier? A tightness in the chest, a hollowness in the stomach, pressure behind the eyes? You're not trying to understand it or tell a story about it. Just notice where it lives in your body and what it actually feels like as a physical sensation. Stay with it only as long as it feels manageable. Let some tears come in that is what's needed.

Then come back. This is the most important part. After a few moments with the heavier sensation, gently move your attention back to the calm spot you found earlier - your hands, your feet, whatever felt settled. Let yourself rest there. Notice the difference between the two places. You're not running from the grief. You're teaching your nervous system that it can go there and come back safely.

Move back and forth. When you're ready, you can visit the heavier sensation again if need be. Then return to your anchor. This back-and-forth rhythm is something your body already knows how to do. You're just giving it permission. Each time you pendulate between the two, your system integrates a little more of the emotion without becoming overwhelmed.

Let the body do what it wants to do. As you practice this, you might notice your body starting to respond on its own - a deep breath, a sigh, a slight trembling, warmth spreading, or tears beginning to come. Don't chase these responses and don't stop them. They're signs that your nervous system is releasing stored energy. It knows what to do. Your job is just to stay present and keep one foot in safety.

Go slow. Less is more. You don't need to process everything in one sitting. Five or ten minutes of this is plenty. Listen to your body and do what is within your capacity. Again, if you feel you need extra support with this, you can reach out to us at members@collective-evolution.com